Cny is coming, im sortof feeling rather unwell as i gota cough that wont go away for like a month already. AND my nose is so blocked, AND im getting worried about my wrist the pain has been there for like more than a month, went for x-ray, bones nothing wrong, say is vein infection, and maybe i will have to take 1 week MC soon for my wrist pain, i alredy took 1 week last year for fever.... and now again!! I don't want my image to be spoiled by keep taking mc. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY WHY IS IT THAT I ALWAYS KENA BIG BIG SICKNESS.....

Today went with grandpa to johore to do walnut cake and pineapple tarts, felt damn uncomfortable, the atmosphere is so damn hot, and i kept coughing, i felt that i lost appetite for food altough i love to eat, i wana recover by cny badly...

Im feeling very empty recently, like have no feelings(numb) and always find myself day-dreaming and i cannot focus at work... So sian