I don't know whats wrong with me these few days. Im getting ompatient at stuff. Everything i want FAST FAST FAST. and i dont want to make any decisions. I am usually a decision maker, very straight foward and chop chop. but these few days i find myself having great difficulty making decisions. Time seems to pass very slowly and in a very boring way. All the food is yucks, taste so horrible. And one more new factor i don't know why am I feeling this way and omg i just cat believe im actually JELOUS over alot of things. I shouldnt be feeling this way, i think will get it off soon. so plz dun take out your gold bar and diamond chain and make me jelous ar, haha joking lar..........

I miss those working in hot kitchen days, everything is damn fast, very quickly its the end of the day. I cant stand school days now la, still got some maths thingy, i hate counting can??? And pastry omg, walking around the kitchen with that bloody weighing scale, everything also must measure, so trouble some. ARGH PIAK!!! 4gramms of salt la!!!! weigh for what la?? During IS i also got problem la, being assistant class rep, i must write the che, hygiene and store thing, then the class rep never give me the schedule. then if i write any names on the board ppl will start to complain why they do so many times, shut up la!! not my fault, wtf u wan me to do.

Today finish sch at 1230, went to Canele with mad gang to eat. I was feeling unhappy and annoyed for no reason, dunno why. SORRY MAD GANG, NO OFFENCE, MY TEMPER BAD RECENTLY, DUNO Y! The food there all horrible to me expecially the crab pasta that the girls order, well.... u never try u will never know. bUt altough all the food sucks 1 thing sort of impress me, its the crepe not very bad la, if out of 10 i give it a 6.