I FIND THAT LION DAMN CUTE. DON'T ASK ME WHY...

For fuck sake its Chinse new years eve, and my goodness, im so annoyed by the way i wake up, both with reguards to $$. When I was still in dream land I got a phone call from XYZ, but i choose to ignore the phone call coz every time he calls is to lend money, never once he calls me for somthing else. I just went back to sleep, but before i closed my eyes again i thought that he might need me urgently, so i decided to called him back "LOUIS GOT SPARE CASH?????", haha im not suprised at all okay, expected!! This kind of phone calls come at leat 2 or 3 times a week. Sometimes i really wonder, are my friends here for me or my money? Its annoying okay, VERY.

ANG POW!!! Somthing that everyone loves, during CNY. But is a very sensetive thing also u know?? This links to the second reason of why i wake up so early today after that annoying phone call. I was sleeping soundly, and my dad juz came over and stepped me, telling me to give ang pow to my grandparents later on at night coz my pineapple tarts business is good, come on la, i know them well enough, they will push it back to me for sure then there will me that pai seh scene. I told him that i don't wana do that then he throw temper. I don't care okay. I hate spending chinese new year with him, i hope tomorrow he go drive his cab and don't follow me to go to any visiting. Coz he will again force me to greet people, but for me a simple hello is enough. And becoz he drives well and i got a very big family, he will think he is very smart and arrange the who will sit whose car thing.

Deep down in my heart there are 2 scenes i will remember that happened during CNY eve during my younger dayz, both done by my dad, and im really unhappy about it.

1. During a reunion dinner, i wanted to sit down and eat together, but then he insisted that i eat after the family or at a seperate table coz its too squeesy the main table, but i already sit down and i wanted to sit there, he just gave me one big slap la, omg how the fuck can he do that!!! After that the whole table ate with a very heavy heart.

2. I was still very young la, and then he forced me to memorize 2 lines of chinese phrases to greet my grandparents when taking angpow, but during that moment he was standing beside me i was too nervous and i just cant remember those lines, after that i got beaten up again, then i have to write those lines many many times.

Is this fair to me? Seldom any chinese new year i feel happy lor.