THIS BLOG PROBLABLY HAS NO VISITORS NOW... HAISSS
i have been wanting to tell you for a long time, but im just afraid that..............
Has been a really long time since i blog, well well here i am.
Have been in sheraton for about 2 monthis plus, and work is not easy going for me aat all. There is always so much to do, and almost everyday i will sacrifice my own time to go work early, if i start work at 8am i will reach the latest at about 630, and if afternoon 3 or 2pm i will be there at about 12plus. Some people may think that i am crazy or what, but i really need to do so, coz im slow when im doing things, im trying really hard to go faster, but im afraid to make mistakes. And different people has different methods of making somthing, sometimes when im doing somthing a few people will give me different directions making me really confused and irritated, i hate it. So at work i am usually very damn quiet and try to talk less, coz less problems will come.
Life has been really tough lately, both at home and at work. My mum has been loosing trust at me, I dont know why, she says she know a secret of mine but she wont say, if its my secret i should know what, just say la and clarify with me whats the problem please dont wishy washy. and she wont talk to me properly, screeming and shouting all the time, and she has been unhappy about me going to work early and dont understand that i get really busy and out of time at work, she says all kind of crap like if i go work early and if accident happen company insurance wont cover all that, walau, i go cut cakes do cake counter leh whats wrong, and i can eat my free breakfast slowly. She even asked my grandfather to stop picking me up at 515am because she doesent like him,there goes my free and comfortable transport and most importantly my quality time with my grandfather. And when she need help she will talk so nicely, example my brother need and nice pasta recipe for his school exam and she try to please me to give, and she will pay for the finest ingredients. and if in the case if i need ingredients for my own stuff hardly i will get!! Sorry mummy, but its really very difficult for me to go on like that.and happy birthday
Ever since Sec4 i survive with 250 per month from grandma, minus my hp bill its 220,my family has stopped feeding me. defititely its not enough, so together with my interest for food i sold some stuff in school for money. From then till know i learnt that no matter what i want in life, i have to depend on myself and not others. Maybe this is how my poor attitude is formed.
Go work people also nag, go home also people nag, go out people call and nag. wtf/wth is wrong. I need some peace.
bye bye, next post should be a happy post
As usual a normal exam day... 5 people enter the classroom at one time standard proceedure. I was in the first 5 to go in so I overheard, oh sorry not over heard, some 2 bitches
ANANOUNCED loudy that one of them were going to sit beside a chee bye and furthermore going to the same hotel to do attatchment together, and therefore she has to work with a chee bye. Please don't use the wrong words on the person can, what did he do to you all? can please tell me? And for your own information a chee bye is where everyone comes out from so please show some respect to it can??? Or you don't even respect your own private part ar??? U both are not even worth a chee bye la, honestly. dog.... cow dung.... dirt... pui...
Oh okay enough of them.... not even worth spending energy to be angry with them la.
We shall now check out how dixon sleep in the MRT okay... hahhahahahahaha
WTH, rocks la these pictures. WOOH RULE La......
Its 230am 17 June 2009, for ur info most likely u dont wana know but i just wana tell u i juz woke up from a long sleep since 6pm. Its exam week, wooh, super tired. And today is POC paper I don't have to worry much, juz a brief look through will do and I can focus more on the beverage paper for tomorrow and im going to start beverage paper now... coz theres alot to remember in there. Well, school days are ending, i don't really know how to describe, will miss alot of classmates. I still wish to contact all of you even after we leave school, lets all grow to become professionals together. I wana do functions for u all eat. Will miss my locker. Asian sweets exams last saturday was nice, im very happy with my lapis though, very proud of it actually, it may nopt be the nicest but i tried really hard to do it.
Miss Hilton
The drink of drinks, ahhh....
Last meal @ industrail park, i think i look like a fat chicken
Im pointing at the 3rd person in the picture
Sharing the sucess of Lapis
From this TO.....
THIS :)
Banana Wrapped in Colourful tapiocca
ON THE OUTSIDE SHYING AWAY...ON THE INSIDE DYING TO SAY...
Finally the lapis war is over, yay! I've mastered the art of LAPIS SAGU, it takes time and patience, cannot keep opening, fire not too big its not a one time thing, trust me i never bluff u.
Haiss mdam neo, how come every time when u going home u cant wait to get ur butt on the seat but ur advertistment say like that leh... haissss
Tmr no sch yay! im going to do revision thorough one! and i can do lapis again! yay...
Madam Neo I think 20-30 years later u will look like that!!! hahahaha, everytime i take the mrt and i see that pic i juz cant take it and keep laughing ok. Muahahahahaha i cant take it anymore im going to post this just to sour you hahahahaha.
JUST COMPARE
AND
Ha!!!! This is a permanent post. hahahahahaha. HUAT AR!!!!
SOME PEOPLE JUST CANT THINK...DO I OWE U ANYTHING BY ASKING THE CLASS TO DO THE HOST MENTOR EVALUATION???? AND MUST U CURSE AND SWEAR TO THAT??? FURTHERMORE U NEVER DO THE SHADING PROPERLY, SO WHAT IF THE SCRIPTS ALL GET REJECTED, WOULDN'T IT BE WORSE AND WE HAVE TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN. YES ITS NOT EXAM, SO ANYHOW DO LA, FINE!!!!!!!!!!! BRAINLESS. GO LIVE IN YOUR LITTLE WORLD WITH THAT TEMPER AND IM CONFIDENT FOR SURE, U WILL FAIL IN F&B.
OH YEA, IM A VERY SUAY AND DIRTY PERSON RIGHT????? SO IF ANY CONTACT WITH ME SWEEP OFF AR, SWEEP SWEEP, GOT GERMS, DISGUSTING.
AND ONE MORE THING, IF ONE FINE DAY U WILL EVER NEED FAVOURS OR HELP, DON'T FIND ME AR, EVEN IF U R DYING BY THE ROAD SIDE I WILL ACT LIKE I SAW NOTHING. SHOO... ... IM SURE U R THINKING THAT FOREVER U WON'T NEED ANY HELP FROM ME AND U DONT WANT HELP TOO, BUT WHO KNOWS THE DAY MIGHT COME.
U ASK FOR IT!!
THE LATEST FUNCTION
Guest List
Day 1: Melissa, Peace, Yawen, Alicia, Intan, Gabriel(Thanks for the choc!!)
Day 2: Jason, Gelinda(Thanks for the box!!), Ellisa, Ralph, Johannan, Roger
Day 3: Huiwen, Diana, Bonbon, Hui Jie, Dixon, I ATE TOO!
Thankz for those that sponser ingredients, very much appreciated!
The Dining Table
Crab Salad on Japenese cucumber, topped with parmesan crisp, Smoke salmon canape
Seafood Vol au Vent
Pan-sear Snapper, Roasted Portobello mushroom, spinach, duchess potato, tomato butter sauce
Rockmelon Grand Marnier Soup, topped with creme fraise and fresh berries
Madam Neo, dun blame me ar, somebody ask me to put der.
SORRY, I KNOW IM BEING VERY SELFISH, BUT YEA I REALLY FEEL THAT IT WONT WORK OUT BETWEEN US, I APOLOGISE THAT I HAVE TO SAY MY FEELINGS TOWARDS U ARE WAY DOWN DOWN DOWN. IF I DON'T DO IT NOW I WILL DO IT LATER. AND SINCE U ASKED ME THAT QUESTION YESTERDAY, IM JUST BEING HONEST, WHATS THE POINT IF I JUST TELL U WHAT YOU WANA HEAR, WOULDN'T THAT BE LYING. U ARE HURT NOW, YES I KNOW BUT IF IT DRAGS ON WOULDN'T IT BE MORE WORSE. SORRY I GOTA MAKE U CRY, BUT YEA ITS A FACT U GOTA FACE IT, IM A STRAIGHT FOWARD PERSON. FOR NOW SINGLE LIFE IS FOR ME AND I ONLY GOT TIME FOR MYSELF.JUST TO LET U KNOW, WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER I NEVER LIED TO U BEFORE AND I WAS VERY SINCERE TO U. ALTOUGH WE DON'T REALLY HAVE MUCH TIME TOGETHER, AND YOU MAY NOT FEEL IT, BUT YEA IM LETTING U KNOW THE TRUTH.LIFE IS SHORT, DO APPRECIATE YOURS.AND HOW U KNOW IM LIVING LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED?? THE "SOURCES" ARE???? I REALLY WONDER. I WISH THAT U DON'T MAKE WILD GUESSES.FULLSTOP IS A STUPID/LOUSY REASON, I UNDERSTAND,I APOLOGISE I JUZ DONT WANA SAY MUCH ANYMORE. ENOUGH.
CONGRATS!!! uU ARE NOW SO WELL HATED.
THANKZ!
BYE!!!
I miss those fun crazy days, these pics were taken at Lydia's room. HAHAHA. She bought this useless pink bath robe, and we all had fun with it reall fun, hahahaa. I bacame a SLUTTY pinky thief. damn crazy larh!!! hahaha
OH SHIT WHAT A DAY.
I CAN'T SAY MUCH, ITS JUST THAT :
TRUST IS IMPORTANT.
FREEDOM IS ESSENTIAL.
I PREFER DIRECT AND NOT GOING IN CIRCLES.
NOTHING MUCH TO SAY... ...
I NEED $$$ BADLY... ...
I NEED TIME BADLY... ...
I NEED SLEEP BADLY... ...
F&B INDUSTRY IS TOTALLY INSANE
PROJECT IS DAMN IRRITATING
BYE, SAYONARA
Hey everyone out there ALL OF U, you, yes you, you and you too reading!!! Listen up im in serious business now and I mean it. My life is so fk packed now and I got a lot to do. My bank is running dry, and none of my projects are completed. I need $, every fk thing needs $ now, damn irritating. Sold some mother’s day cakes helped abit. And my shoes are tearing apart, I need a new pair. I haven’t sent my trainee application to all the hotels I wanna apply for and guess what 2 weeks more to submission of asian sweets, and bloody short after that is the exams. Sorry to all, out there Im not free at all this moth I guess, its gonna be darn heavy on me. 3days week end break, too short, 1.5days spent on cakes, standing in the kitchen till 3 am, doing chocolate decorations, slicing sponge, trimming, mousse, WASH WASH. Sleep few hours, wake up deco and delivery wth, this sucks. Open door door spoil, make cake fridge spoil, sleep bed SINK, omg!!!!! This is most probably my 1st blog that complains so much. I find myself damn naggy but no choice. HUAT AR!
Oh yea a few days back I saw something damn unfair happen in class, I dun wana mention it here coz I may offend ppl, pity F.
Next week Saturday, Sunday Monday is function day, I haven’t plan the menu, oh shit!!!! Here it goes again im going crazy. I miss those days in picotin, every1 works so well together to get things done, after a busy dinner service ALA MAISON yay! Haha. I wana go back there for my attachment…shall I? or go hotel?
Dun test me plz... I may end up screaming... arrrgh
HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY TO ALL THE MUMS, GRANDMA’S, GREAT GRANDMA’S GREATxxxxxx GRANDMAS, OH YEA AND TO ALL THE EXPECTING LADIES TOO. A MILLION YUM SENG’S….
Raspberry White Choc Cake
Stupid Bed
Singapore der PARIS HILTON, My cute grandma!!! Hahahaha
Hello people, finally I'm here blogging. Well I got so much to show all of you. So many happenings in life. Ever since school started theres alot of irritating projects flowing in, I think its time for me to start to choing, and not do slowly half dead. All my projects I doing with grace huiwen and orh jiao. I hope we will have a peaceful time working together, and get through all the crap asap.
Today is my lovely girl's birthday, yesterday went to her house to celebrate, quite fun but tireing also. I didn't dare to touch Nutmeg coz, I dont like dogs. Haha, hope u don't mind girl. I love u alot alot:)
Me & My lover
Recently theres somthing wrong with my room door at home i don't know why! 1st there is loan shark in my house. @nd the door knob spoil and i lock myself in the room haha!
I owe my mum$3.25 so she stick this on my door!
By force i pulled out the door knob.
The Remains.
Underwear door knob. Haha
THAILAND
Err what happened...
Punching....
Chicken Rice, my last meal in thailand. U can mix 2 kinds of chicken on 1 plate cool!
Oh... what a beautiful piece of art
Ice Milk tea, so damn sweet, like the sugar free liddat! Haha.
MORE TO COME........ SEE YOU AROUND!